Do you ever look back on a certain point in your life…and remember how F-ed up everything SEEMED, but now looking back you know it wasnt as bad as you thought it was…and you are kinda jealous of the younger more less jaded person you once were? Run on sentence aside, I feel that way sometimes.

I am so blessed and so fortunate to be at this point in my life…but sometimes I think of moments…not really times in my life…but moments. Like…checking my mailbox in college, knowing my student loan bill was inside…or walking to work literally on the beach in San Diego, wishing I could just play all day…or even, dreading cheerleading practice because it was workout day, in high school.

How different was life then? Life is weird.

The weirdest part is that in 10 years, I will be all…”I remember sitting on the couch blogging about how weird life is…”

And that just blew my mind.

This has been deep thoughts by Angel.